Apologies….

I feel like every time I come to you there is an apology somewhere in my post…and here I go again. I’ve been absent for awhile, for that I apologize. Each time I post I say I’m trying to do better, then I don’t, for that I apologize. Life has not been easy the last few months, a lot of things have happened, I’ve been all over the place….and writing is just not something I’ve had the time or desire for. As I sit here writing this I’m in a period of rebuilding, and I know I will come out stronger. I’m in a current struggle with where to go with this page, you see the problem is, I don’t want to be involved in social media anymore. I’ve deleted all of my accounts except Instagram, and while I’m still learning how to “live” like that, it’s for the best and I don’t want to go back. That leads me to a huge dilemma with this page though because unfortunately Facebook is just how to get info out there and I don’t know where this blog will go if it’s not shared on the book. Tonight I’ve had to create a “dummy” fb account, in order to set that page as the admin for the blog page. It’s really quite complicated to have to take all those steps just so that I can continue sharing this blog content to fb, without having a personal page. I already don’t like the feeling that I can log into that dummy page and be tempted to look up anything other than my blog page. So…that being said….if you are seeing this post it is most likely because you are a follower of the blog’s fb page and saw it posted. If that is the case I encourage you to actually go to my blog and subscribe, the good old fashioned way, by email! Because I already sense that I’m going to do away with the fb piece of this blog all together, and just hope that a blog post on the internet draws enough interest to keep this thing going. Like I said I’m doing some rebuilding….personally and professionally….there are lots of great things coming, and lots of things experienced in the last few months, which all means lots of great things to write about. I hope you stick it out and find a way to follow me. I hope I stick it out and keep following this dream of writing that I know I can do!

~Carla~